Last week, we attended the ATI (Advance Training Institute) Nashville Family Conference.
During each conference we have attended over the last four years… at some point, I have experienced a tremendous insight – usually accompanied by tears and a great outpouring of God’s overwhelming spirit.
This year was no different.
The only difference this year was… the issue had no immediate resolution that became apparent with the appearance of insight.
So I’m going to do something a bit different with it. I’m going to get my dear readers involved.
So here goes… LET’S GET REAL!
As you can see, I am not a small person.
The picture is revelation #1!
Revelation #2 is I was unwanted… pretty much from the day I was born. I’m not going to defend it or talk about it or bore you with all the crazy details… just know that my father, the man who was supposed to be my hero, never wanted me… has never wanted me.
Revelation #3 is not so much a secret revealed but it is directly tied to numbers 1 and 2 and I can only let go of so much at once so…
I have been married and divorced twice and I’ve been involved in at least five abusive relationships – not counting my father but counting at least one husband.
OK… that’s all the real I can handle letting go of tonight so I’ll be back when I’ve shored up some more courage.
© Rachel L. Miller 2015